Thou shall not erase

What I mean to say is that no matter how many Cs you bubble in in a row, the testmaker could just be simply messing with your mind.  It’s not that love is unpredictable or even multiple choice… it just sometimes seems to be an easier explanation.  The truth is always whatever you want it to be.  Life is giving meaning by the decisions we make.  The same advice can be worded a million different ways, but the meaning is still sound:

It is easier to make a decision now than it is to change your mind in the past.

If I could go back to before you died and tell you I love you, and I really mean it, would it make it easier to sleep tonight?  Chances are no.  Call me a mystic, but I believe that somehow you know I love you even when I don’t say it.  Maybe you don’t know exactly how much, but I think it’s precisely as much as you guess I do.  The trouble is why is it so damn hard to say these things?

I just want to remind you how beautiful you are, and how much I love you, before we forget.